I don't think it's possible to run out of tears. If it was I would officially be out. I have cried more in the last 15 months that I even knew was possible. I've also done a ton of staring into space, tossing and turning in bed and thinking...
And while none of that seems very productive I am starting to figure out that it is necessary.
You have to grieve the loss of your marriage. It is a death. A death of something you knew, you trusted, you loved. You assumed would always be there and now all of a sudden it's not.
I said to a friend this weekend that I woke up one morning and my life changed forever and it is so true. It's like I said in my first post...that one second...in that one second...my life was...changed.
So yeah. Not possible to run out of tears...they just keep coming...but hopefully they slow down...
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